ESCAPE

Only you  know the reason to cheer yourself  but no one..

maybe you never admit of some feeling that is truthfully hiding behind..

you just escape and escape from the  truth, from everything and also your happiness..

so you  lost  it  at  last ...

I know that I'm escaping from some problem that i scare to face it but am i escaping from my happiness also??
Is this the reason that make me unhappy and moody recently??
i'm trying to cheer  up myself  but i  could  not  find  any  reason, maybe i'm escaping too...
many thing not in my control now...
or i'm escaping to handle them also??

i could not answer myself...